tumblr me so hard

1. You were my best friend at one point and I was excited as fuck every time you came to see me, and holy shit our trips to Warped Tour were fucking great! Even when I was vomiting out of your car door I was having fun! And how we just went back to the hotel and ate the shit out of Burger King! but.. you met that piece of shit who got you addicted to crack… you stole money and abandoned all of your friends. You promised me you stopped and you were going back to school.. the next day you got married to him and continued your drug habit. Not gonna lie. That fucking crushed me… I lost a family member that day. But after almost two years you finally talk to me. The dick you married is now in jail for 10 years and you’re clean and you started connecting with everyone, including your family again. I was SO fucking happy! Out of all the shit that happens, something good finally happens. I love you to death and i’m glad we’re friends again.. but it’s never gonna be the same i’m afraid.

2. I liked hanging out with you when I did, shit I still would love to chill with you. But you use your body as a weapon against people and I wish you had a little respect for yourself. You’re a beautiful girl, but how you go about things makes you seem really ugly.

3. Dear certain family member, I don’t really care that you left. I don’t really care that you treat random strangers like your children then your actual children (or at least your son). I don’t really care that you don’t help me with school or anything. I don’t care that you took the side of an ex-gf over me. I don’t care that you lie to me. I don’t care that you didn’t want me with you. I don’t care that when you were here, that you never really tried to be what you should have been before you left. I always tried to be understanding and tried to help you with your disease when I could. I just wish you could let it all the fuck go like I did. The past is the past and I never took anyone’s side.

4. if for some reason you ever get out of jail, I’m going to find you and spill your insides on the fucking pavement.

5. stop letting piety things bother you. You’re too extreme with your emotions and you need to tone it down a bit. Life isn’t a romantic comedy, let people that obviously have no interest in you go. you’re a good person but you need to work on how you deal with problems dealing directly with people.

6. you’re young so you’re a loud to fuck up, but you too need to work on how you deal with things that might hurt other people. You just need think sometimes.

7. you’re an awesome person but you’re a child.

8. I miss all the fun times we had dude! I wouldn’t change any of them for the world man! You were the first person to be there for me when Emma died and I could NEVER re-pay you for that. I miss you dude but you’re doing your own thing right now but hopefully our paths cross again.

9. I’ve known you since 4th grade but you hang out with super douche bags and you’re very ignorant of….. well really most things. But man you’re you lol (hard to do this without naming people) But we will always be friends man.

10. I fucking hate you.

well that killed some time…..